He made me cry...again

What do you say?, How do you cope?, What do you do?

Those are some questions that one asks oneself when a close friend or role model passes away, or even for an outsider looking in asking themselves how to act in such a fragile situation.

'09 has been a year when many people has left us and It will be known as the year of grieve and pain, but also making one reminisce on good times spent with the person in question in a way they never before have.

I, when I pass away would want to be remembered with a happy thought and a song on a soul. And I am sure that most people would to.

There is nothing one could say to a person in grieve to make them feel better than just the simple words ''I am here for you'', even if its just sitting next to them in the silence waiting for them to utter a word or shed a tear. It might not bring that person back, but It will surely make it a whole lot easier to cope with, knowing that you're not alone.

Crying is healthy, and that is in any matter.

Time heals wounds as they say, even emotional ones. There are just some things that one can not rush. My thoughts goes out to everyone who has ever lost someone and especially to those who have this year.

I now leave you with the king himself

Swizz On The Beat, Chris Move Your Feet

The wife beater is back!

Lets put the drama aside and focus on the music,

DOPE! I am loving this!

The song is allright but the video is one of the hottest video's this year, in my opinion. Not only that but, dude looks good in a suit, and not any suit, its a GREY SUIT, for all you men out there, a grey suit is a must in your wardrobe! Dont know if its for my love of transformers or if I

really really just plainely love it, trying to keep an objective view but its too hard, could you lot help me? What do you think? Another question that you might not have to respond to but..

where in the world did he find time..?

Hasn't he got community service to serve still?

This is Marketing!

Ps. They'r mints..!

H.o.v.a

Wow!

This rapsody ad is just too hot! Hov is coveying all of is album covers during one simple ad.

It's just CLASSIC!

Can't be denied

I AM AMAZED!

I truly am amazed by a man that has been on many peoples lips lately, (nonliterary)

DRAKE!!, I am loving this man! Such a talented artist and he has truly shown striving talents, out there that you can make it without a deal.

Drake didn't sign a deal until july this year and he had allready reached success far before that, recording songs with some of the biggest names in the industry such as Lil wayne, Bun B, Mary J blige, Trey Songz and many more. (we here in Sweden are just a bit late..) He just released his first EP but let me tell you about the mixtapes in his own words '' shit sounded like an album'' and I am HOOKED!! He is truly the ''talk of the year''!! and that is a FACT my friends a FACT!

Trivia: He was the first artist without a deal to ever have their music video shown on BET!

Talent is not the only reason for my love to Drake. What I love is his confidence, Its an attractive confidence that is still humble and beautiful. Something that Kanye should pick up on..just sayin..

Not only that, but the fact that he talk about his ex girlfriends as if they were blessings to his life is heartwarming and no It doesn't stop there, for his ex's speaks about him as a blessing too and that they are grateful to still have him in their lives,

hun you must have done something right!.

quote from an ex'' "I will love that man unconditionally for the rest of my life. He knows what it is. We have history. I've known him since I was a little girl. We just have a love/hate relationship, so I prefer to love him from afar."

In his own words:

''Drop the mixtape that shit sounded like a album

Who'da thought a country wide tour'd be the outcome

Labels want my name beside the X like Malcolm

Everybody got a deal, I did it without one''

''Killing all these rappers you would swear I had a hit list

Everyone who doubted me is asking for forgiveness

If you aint been a part of it at least you got to witness''

Directed by Hype Williams

What he has done with Swedish singer Lykke Li's song is just...sweet!

Sexy People

This made my day!

Was sitting at work with a customer over the phone and came over this website,

Oh how I love Sexy people, Don't you?

A celebration of the perfect portrait

EPIC!

Sake of history

Souza is the official white house photographer for Barack Obama. His primary function is to document Obama's presidency for the sake of history. Here is one of the strongest photos Ive seen by Souza

EPIC

Child Rebel Soldier

Here it is! CRS's video for their song US placers.

CRS is a group formed by Lupe Fiasco (Child), Kanye west (Rebel) & Pharrell Williams (Soldier)

When the rumors started to leak out people were discussing CRS as a SUPERGROUP!I was one of them and I still believe that it could be possible.

But right now...naaah

Do keep in mind that this was almost 3 years ago and the video hasn't come out until '09. And its not like they'v done anything else as an explanation to why they have not gone through with the project sooner, except for Kanye then, He's been to busy getting drunk and killing little poor girls's self esteem.

Enough about that, I LOVE THIS =)

This is a DPS (double page spread) from my magazine ''Souldier'' that Ive planned on publishing in the near future, but I'm prioritizing my documentary that I'll hopefully get on with soon.

BTW... FYI... whatever suits your interest Ive had a major NERD day today just listening to beats especially these 3

Ohh Arabs....

What to do with them arabs...
There are soo many different kinds of arabs in this world, here are some of them =)

The Stupid Arab


The Talented Arab

The Trying To Be Funny In Vain Arab

The Scared Arab


STAY TUNED...More arabs to come =)

The LOL Factor

OH HOW WE LOVE SARCASM

Working hard or hardly working...?

Well here I'm sitting at work, scrolling down the pages of ams.se, (the public Swedish employement service) just got off the phone, have an interwiev tomorrow at 17.30.

woke up with a migrane and the worst thing, on top of the fact that you wake up with a migrane is the fact that you have to wake up and go to that dreadfull job of yours, I HATE MY JOB.
It, I know might seem very shallow of me and ungrateful, I know that not many people have jobs at times like these, but it truly is a horrible feeling to not like your job, the feeling of being stuck when you know that God put you on this earth to accomplish greater things (lol, yes I said it! I do believe that I have a mission).

So what do I do? well, I try to get my ''himynameissaraandI'mallwayspositiveandcheerfull'' game on, had a hard time to do that today considering the dreadfull weather and the migrane...ANYHOW!! didnt mean for this to take so long was acctually just going to tell the world that my paracetamol for today goes by the name of Ashar Khan, the highly talented Ashar Khan

ENYOJ

Excuse me?!

Apparently MJ did not write his ''last'' song 'this is it' but he co-wrote it with Paul Anka, someone who we in this generation only know of for his swedish donky wife, Anna Anka (such a funny name..) this is what he told TMZdotcom and correct me if im in the wrong here but I think that someone might just have a too big of an ego!

Paul Anka - ''they said, now we know why its so good, cause its not a michael jackson type song that he could write''

WHAT IN THE WORLD?!?!?

YEEEEEEAY!!

Darin was the shiiieeet today, and yes I said it and I would say it again, the boy has grown into a man and I am loving this cover of Coldplay's ''Viva La Vida'' so...VIVA DARIN!!

It's gone too far..

This is crazy, Barack Obama has been awarded the 2009 Nobel peace prize!!

Dont get me wrong, I'm for Obama and have full respect for him, but he has not done enough to deserve this respectful and important prize. Sure he closed the Guantanamo bay naval base, but anyone who's in their right mind excluding George Bush would have done the same?

But yes, I get it, he did it, it was heroic it was right! And yes he has brought hope back into people's lives, he has brought hope back for a bright future in these hard times,

but is that really enough to earn a peace prize?, then why didn't Bob Marley get one? he was positive, he was hopeful.

And lets not forget the biggest fact of all,

Obama is still running two wars.

War...peace prize... Don't really work together does it?

Word of the day: Love

Love to us is like water and the sun is to plans - we grow with it or we die without it. Respect it and don’t abuse it. Be kind to each other in the name of love. And distance yourself from anyone trying to take advantage of Your Love.// Sara

Jay-Z on Oprah

I love Oprah, well sometimes she gets a bit too OPRAH if you know what I mean, as in too repetetive and too American, but as I said, at the end of the day I LOVE OPRAH!!

I have so much respect for this woman, its crazy! why? because of the fact that she is one of the most strong women out there in the public eye. She has fought herse
lf from being sexually abused by the men in her family to becoming one of the most powerful women in the world in so many ways.

And, right now I'm having a Jay-Z period, dont know why, maybe because of the whole Jay-z craze in Sweden last week, when he hosted a release party here. Anyhow!

Jay-Z appeared on Oprah this week, and for some of you this might sound normal as in, Yeah so what? she always have big names on her show. NO! Oprah has never had a rapper appear on her show, because of the fact that she hates rap music, ans why does Oprah hate rap music? I'll tell you why... because of the fact that she finds it demeaning to women, and because of the fact that rappers use ''THE N WORD''. well everyone is entitle of their own opinion and we all respect it. So for you who didn't see the show, maybe live in a country where Oprah is pay per view, You can now thank me for here is Jay-Z on the Oprah Winfrey Show =)

New Era, New Look

Well Ive decided for a new era in my life, one can argue with the fact if it's possible to choose to start a new era or if it just happens.

But I want to feel in control of my life so, I'm starting today!

And to celebrate this fact, the blog will get a new look, stay tuned people!!

Speaking of new era, here's my lovely friend Nicko sharing some love to the world through his dancing =) PREPARE TO SMILE!!

A MUST SEE...!!

Sweden vs America

The Daily Show With Jon Stewart	Mon - Thurs 11p / 10c
The Stockholm Syndrome Pt. 1
www.thedailyshow.com
Daily Show Full Episodes Political Humor Ron Paul Interview

The Daily Show With Jon Stewart	Mon - Thurs 11p / 10c
The Stockholm Syndrome Pt. 2
www.thedailyshow.com
Daily Show Full Episodes Political Humor Ron Paul Interview